In 2 weeks I meet with a gynaecologist and I'm praying to the good lord here, that she understands my struggles completely. I know that I am struggling with a hormonal imbalance, and PMDD. I have never had any mental health problems until the first time I got my period, but never managed to put the two together. I am either losing my mind here or am actually connecting and understanding my body. It feels like I am on an uncontrollable roller coaster every month for most weeks with only 1 or so weeks of actually feeling good. I am crying my eyes out right now because the worst days are right before my period and the first few days into my period and it is taking its toll on me. I would do anything for a professional to just validate me and tell me I'm not insane and that yes I have pmdd. So tonight I am praying that my meeting with my gynaecologist goes better then I expect and to finally be validated and start living a happier life, because I can't keep going through this pain every month.