Been ttc for one year, and just set an appointment with a fertility specialist next month. In the mean time, hubby and I have been bd'ing like clockwork in the hopes of getting to cancel the appointment, but after 12 months, I can't help but feel like it's a waste of time and we'll just end up shelling out the cash at the fertility doctor anyway. And now, poor hubby has become very nervous about his sperm quality (ah, male egos...). Just needed to vent, this has become much harder then I thought it would. The daily temperature taking, sitting in client's office bathrooms while I take opk's, acupuncture, herbs, supplements, getting disappointed again every month when I test, just tired of it all.