I just need to vent!!

I'm feeling low atm. Messed up at work, stressed, tired. Been ttc since September 2016. Got bfp in January then miscarriage in February.

Since April been TTC again. So far no luck.

I would've been 29 weeks pregnant today :-(

I'm feeling alone and isolated and fragile. I've no-one to talk to about this. I emigrated to Australia 3 1/2 years ago, 2 years ago moved to my current city. The few friends I'd made have moved away now, and so I have no support here (family all back in the UK).

I feel on the verge of depression and because of that I've lost a lot of self confidence lately. I need to force myself out of my comfort zone to go meet people, but can't summon up the energy.

I'm just fed up. I'm eating healthily, taking folic acid supplements, keeping hydrated, having sex throughout my cycle, researching everything I can on ttc and it just isn't happening. I'm just so fed up.

I'm sorry there's no point to this post, I just needed to get this stuff out!