When I tell him I'm afraid of miscarrying again he just shrugs it off or makes some smart remark about how I can't go through life in fear constantly and how I'm one of the most negative people he knows. But the thing is I have PCOS and a tilted uterus so things are a little harder for me. And not to mention when I do get pregnant I get to hear the drama from his family about how lazy I am because I'm a SAHM and how I probably got pregnant again so I wouldn't have to work. I was a high risk pregnancy my first time and my MIL literally harassed me day in and day out until one day when I was about 25 weeks along she put me under so much stress that I was having contractions. And to make it worse his family refuses to see our first child but complains about her not knowing them.

I have been praying and hoping to get pregnant for months now. And when I finally did I miscarried. Here I am again trying to get pregnant and I'm scared to death with little to no support system.