This might be a long post but I'm going to start with saying I hardly ever post anything personal but I feel a connection to you ladies seen as I've been reading all of your posts religiously for months now! Anyway, I wanted to get some emotions off of my chest. I will be 37 weeks (in a few hours I guess) but I am set to have a csection on the 14th of August due to many health concerns. One specifically is high blood pressure, doctors don't know why I have it as everything else in that department is normal but have put me on "limited activity" because it is highest when active. I'm doing my best to do so to keep baby in longer but it is extremely difficult as I'm the SAHM to a two year old and my husband works 60 hours a week. My problem tonight is my husband wanted to go out with his friends and I absolutely lost my cool. Normally I have no issue with his "me" time and try and not whine too much when he wants to go out. But tonight I ended up in complete hysterics. (Im talking ugly cry for a good 30 minutes) He got home from work around 8, ate dinner and we put our daughter to bed at 8:30 and he left. So after a 10 hour shift I saw him for maybe 30 minutes, when really I just wanted to spend time with him. I probably wouldn't be so upset if it wasn't the fourth weekend in a row and I get to do nothing but sit at home and wait for him to come home. I appreciate that he waits for our daughter to be in bed so she doesn't miss out on time with him but I am so pissed that he'd rather be with his friends than me. Usually when he's out it's at least 2am when he gets home, if I were to call he will answer but if I don't then I probably won't hear from him the whole time (I don't call him unless I NEED something but just saying) I feel like he's being very inconsiderate, I'm not saying he should walk on egg shells but with my high blood pressure and this close to our son being born he could at least be more sensitive to my feelings. When he asked if I minded for him to go I told him yes and asked him to stay home tonight and he just responded with "I'll be back home by 3" I'm still pretty mad (two hours after the argument) but I managed to calm myself down but I got to wondering if it's hormones making me so angry or if he's acting like a jerk. 🤔