After all I went through last week with my menstrual cycle lasting one day with 3 days of spotting and pelvic pain on the right side. I took a test this morning and I got a negative result. It's so disappointing and heart wrenching. Then I have to tell him that we are not pregnant this morning after our talk on Friday night knowing he will be happy and he keeps dreaming of me having a little girl. We have been going through a lot lately and this would have really put us in a better place. We have been trying for a long time now. I'm truly about to give up and let go trying. I have an appointment with a specialist on August 9th. Is it me? Why can't I have what I want and something that will complete me and my life?