Sad I'm so happy and excited being pregnant but I'm not happy at all

Mary

I was so excited for the baby but no anymore I just want to stay in bed........ Doing nothing..... I was trying to do my baby shower but my ex boyfriend killed every emotion about it........

I don't know what to do

😭😭😭I love my baby but maybe wasn't the right moment 😭😭😭and I hate myself for that