dread night times

Jade
So my little one was born 18.07.17 at night time he wakes every 1-2 hours and is unsettled inbetween this even
Last night partner had him while I slept 
I dread night times I sound awful but developing literally a phobia of it 
I'm so moody during day appetite gone snappy at everyone just so fed up
Partner back st work tomorrow 8-8 so I'm home with 4 kids and one barely sleeping