Sexually Frustrated

My husband and I didn't have sex for a week while I was struggling with depression and jealousy about the four babies born to our friends and family in that week. (That's a topic for another discussion board...)

My husband went away for the weekend to do a bicycling event (he is a cyclist/triathlete in training), and when he came back I was feeling better. We celebrated his successful cycling event and return home with sex. Woohoo!

Except it wasn't good for me. At all...really.

I already have issues hitting my big O, and I didn't hit it. I didn't even get close. Hubby felt bad and promised to make it up to me tonight. Except, he's been in the home office all day. Finally he says it's time to go to bed... and I go in the bedroom to see him cozied up with the dog, playing on his phone, saying how tired he is.

I didn't feel right bringing up his "promise" to me... so now I'm pouting in bed with my dog drooling and snoring against my leg.

Ugh.

I even wore my sexy bra today!

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