These past few weeks I've been feeling very down about myself. It's gotten to the point where I'm having suicidal thoughts again. My boyfriend of 2 and a half years has tried to help me but he's been very hostile about my anxiety and depression. One moment he wants me to talk to him next his disappeared on me. Then I have multiple guys trying to get nudes from me. I just don't know about being beautiful anymore or being accepted as who I am.....how can I talk to my boyfriend and not make him pissed off at me? I just really miss him and wish to have him with me.