frustrated 6+ years trying

Michelle

so we've been trying for 6+years (will be 7 in October) however... i dont use opks, check my cervix or cm, or really anything else. i only pu my acruialy period days in this app... yes I know I can do more... i have seen a dr just when it comes to no answers just going right into talks of a <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> i stopped going... im stubborn... im on cd 45 or something (i actually forgot the number temporarily) anyway i have not gone over 39 days in 2 years and actually 99% of the time i have been 31 days on the dot... however im so scared to test... i feel like its gonna be a negative and then af comes. ugh... this was more for a venting sessio cause ive been feeling af symptoms for almost 2 weeks and nothing... if shes coming i just want her to be here (we go to the beach this weekend and atay for 4 days so I thinj my af is a little bitch trying to ruin my vacation) ugh anyway now accepting prayers, good thoughts and baby dust!