I love my husband and we really wanted to get pregnant. My pregnancy was pretty easy. I had a large belly though from very early on. My moods were stable and I was looking forward to become a Mummy. Then suddenly, starting around 28 weeks, everything changed.

Now I could cry all day. I am so miserable. I feel huge, uncomfortable, gross, achy, tired. I am always tearing up.

I want my old life back. My old clothes, my gym routine. I feel like we have made a mistake and everything will be awful from now on.

The worst of all is: I feel incredibly guilty for not being happy and having these thoughts. My best friend cant have kids and is completely miserable because of it. And I am not even looking forward to mine.

The worst of all is: I am not excited anymore about becoming a Mum. I just want it to be over and go back to normal again.

Help! What is wrong with me? I was soo happy when I got pregnant 9 months ago. Whats happening? 😭 please dont judge