To my lover/fwb

I wish you knew how much I care about you. I wish you understood just how badly I wanted a relationship and life with you as you promised from the beginning. I understand you have a lot going on in your life but going from what we were to what we are was devastating. I can't help but feel like all I am is a good fuck for you. No longer someone you see potential in. If only you knew how much you've hurt me. I wish I had the courage to tell you that I still love you and that you mean everything to me. And I hope that someday soon you see that everything you've been looking for is right in front of you. I'd do anything for you.