Hi everyone 🤗 Rachel here from AZ☀️🌵🌻

My husband and I delivered our first born & (🌈 Rainbow baby) end of Decided 2016.

Her name is Penélope & she is going to officially be a big sister Early December 💓

My husband and I are having such a difficult time finding a name for baby girl #2.

Please any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!

Also, anyone else have kids so close in age? Any advice? Our daughter has never been away from us & we have plenty of family and friends.. I'm sure it's going to be tough when our newborn arrives. Any tips as we won't let anyone take our babies unless in our home.

We know it sounds crazy but after losing my 1st cousins baby due to family not watching him.. we just can't take that chance & after just over 9 years of my husband and I not having a successful Pregnancy until last year and just now growing our family we remain guarded & very attentive to our daughter.

We have let my father in law watch her once for almost 2 hours but she slept the entire time.

We also let my mom watch her about 5 times for the longest 4hours.

Any advice on how to feel more confident and learn to trust a bit more?

My mom has raised 6 kids & she's definitely a pro! But these days No one puts there phone down! 😢🙈 I talked with our families and friends about it but nothing has changed so we literally have our daughter attached to us. The thing is, she loves all our family and friends and she goes with all of them when their around. So it's not like she has to be with us at the hip. I just know that we are bothered that we can't take our eyes off of her because they do by getting on social media.. Anyway we literally don't mind our baby nor want a break but for example my husband and I got the flu really bad a few months ago & we couldn't trust anyone to take her. Luckily she didn't catch it but oh my did we need a full days rest.. it just took us a few weeks longer to get through it. Well thanks for reading and any advice.