Doctor gave me two years.

Just needing to vent. I've been with my boyfriend 9 months (talked a few months before dating), he's amazing. Very supportive. Never leaves me guessing. Treats my daughter (23months) as his own. I've had a lot of health issues.

Back in march my doctor gave me two years to have another kid if I want one. I've had other opinions. So we have been trying since June and nothing so far. I know he had gotten a ring back in June. We talk about marriage a lot but he still has not proposed. I don't question how he feels about me but I am just anxious to become engaged. I just don't want people to look down on me for having another baby with a different man that I'm not married to. I want it all, but it's just causing me to stress. I was in an abusive marriage with my ex husband. So I have a personality that does need reassurance. Which my boyfriend is great with. I know he's waiting "for a special moment."

Is it just me or would it be nice to just be at the house with my daughter for the proposal. I feel if I get pregnant a baby won't wait on engagement. Maybe I'm just being impatient.

Anyone else ever been in a similar situation?