I just need to vent...

Found out I was pregnant 3 weeks ago. When I told the father, he said he wasn't ready for the responsibility and would help pay for the abortion (after I expressed to him that I wasn't sure I could morally do that), then broke up with me. I struggled with the whole situation by myself for 2 weeks, even made an appointment at planned parenthood to take care of it, because I worried what my family would think of me if they knew. Finally, I decided to talk to my parents about it because I was struggling badly with the morality of it. Amazingly, they were super supportive of me and said they would stand by any decision I make, which was exactly what I needed to hear. So I've fully committed to having this baby, though my next step is still a mystery, between adoption and single motherhood. I haven't spoken to my ex about any of this, so he still doesn't know that I don't intend to get the abortion...I was initially hoping that it was just kind of a freaked out reaction and he'd come around eventually, but 3 weeks later, I'm coming to terms that it probably won't happen. Now I don't know how to tell him about my choice because I'm worried he'll be mad at me, not that it should even matter. I'm just so conflicted about everything right now. I wish I could stop caring about him, but this would be hard enough to go through without him being a complete d-bag. I'm just not sure where to go from here.... 😔