Masturbating = clitorisis is hurting

Hello,

Ok. So I had to throw my vibrator because I caught somebody using it which made me really angry 😡 anxious - frighten of a posible disease - disappointed.

Is it normal? It hurts a lot, and its a little bloated

I might have aids? STDs?? 😭😭😭

I can't get to a doctor. Small town..