So I'm a single mum to be. When I found out I was pregnant, the first thing out of my (ex) boyfriends mouth was to get an abortion. I'm dead against them in a non judgmental way. But I was baby shopping today and I was on my own. I saw all the mums and dads to be hugging and holding hands and being all lovey Dovey.

Which I got a 'pang' of sadness for my baby mostly but me too as I don't want to be doing this with out a partner. It was getting to a point where I had fallen out of love with him and it was a turbulent relationship at the end anyway.

But when I was on my way home from the shops I had to pass his house wasn't really avoidable. His car wasn't there and I just got furious with him to the point I wanna punch him and every other happy couple in the nose. (Not happy couples fault and would never hurt anyone!)

But he's out visiting his brothels on his $880 weekly wage packet having a great time at the weekend while I've very casually started seeing a guy who I really like he's understanding of me being a single parent he has 2 children from previous relationship who he sees regularly. But I'm scared to even go to him house in case my ex sees me and causes a fuss over it. (He also said baby wasn't his and I was a cheater and he wanted nothing to do with me or baby) (he also visited a brothel weekly while in our relationship)

I'm not sad over him never was I'm sad for my baby. But lately I'm just getting angry and there's a fire in the pit of my stomach that wants to scream and shout and cry as loud as I can. My doctor has put me on antidepressants again because of him and they are what's stopping me from doing above things!!

Sorry for the long post and rant just needed it with out my parents telling me it's ok and it'll be fine etc... I need someone to (not literally) curse him out of it and call him every name under the sun.

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