I can't get over the loss

Jayj • Current trying to make an amazing relationship work and trying to have our beautiful rainbow baby

Well I just re downloaded the app after the loss of our baby about 2 months ago. I'm ready to try again but SO is not. He comes up with excuse after excuse and I'm annoyed. My cycle is now irregular after working hard to regulate to try to conceive and I kinda feel like my world since loosing the baby is falling apart. I took off about 4 weeks for work bec I seriously can't function right now. All I want to do is lay in bed and cry about it.