Back to Back Pregnancy Mama Guilt

I just found out I'm pregnant with our second baby, my first baby is 6 months. I am exclusively breastfeedingand haven't gotten my periods back yet so I was shocked when I started feeling terrible and nauseous. My husband urged me to take a test and I did just to shut him up, in two seconds the darkest line popped up, and it did as well on the subsequent 4 tests I took.

I haven't stopped crying, I feel like it's too soon? Will I still be able to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> my sweet baby while pregnant or dealing with a newborn. We planned on starting to try when our baby turned 1, now I'll be almost ready to pop! I just don't feel ready.

Any advice? Or mamas going through or having gone through similar?