Lost virginity in movie theater

I've been taking to this guy for 2 months and he's shown me a genuine and caring side of him . His only problem is that he's an illegal and has a baby in his country ...I'm 19 and I feel like I disrespected myself by losing it in a freaking movie theater ..and I feel like maybe I should've waited more ..i don't know what to do or how to feel ..😓😔