support and friends

September

so i just graduated in april i finished a bit early anyways i didnt really have friends . friends i had grew apart after like freshman year and i still have everyone on facebook just never talk anymore. some are pregnant as well or have a baby or two already and it would be nice to talk to someone i know and like have some support through this or like talk to someone who is pregnant as well like get through it together. i see some post daying theyre pregnant and everyone congratulates them and i kinda wish i had that. i havent posted anything because im waiting til im further along im 11 weeks right now and also because im so irrelevant no one would comment besides my mom who already knows or her friends. idk i get super lonely home and not talking to anyone until my boyfriend gets home and then he doesn't really know how it feels since hes a guy he tries to understand but girl talk with a girl is bettet than girl talk with your boyfriend. and even like hanging out.. im not looking forward to a babyshower because i dont have friends. and like only my mom sisters and grandma would show since im not close to anyone.