Herpes

I can't find a group to vent in and I also been diagnosed with bipolar 2 and depression and I really need someone to talk to but I'm too embarrassed to reveal my identity .. I am currently 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend cheated on me a month ago. He got herpes from the encounter and I also contracted it from him after having relations with him since his encounter. He's apologized and cried with me shocked of his diagnosis, promising it won't happen again, saying we will get married and he will spend the rest of his life making it up to me .. in the mean time, I'm devastated .. I can't stop crying .. I haven't ate or slept much since diagnosis and I'm trying to stay strong for my baby .. knowing I have to take meds due to his actions is heartbreaking.. I have no friends or no one to talk to and had it not been for my baby, I would have kill my self .. I just need to vent .. is anyone else out there pregnant with genital herpes? How do you cope? My first (still ongoing) outbreak has been driving me crazy. It hurts and itches soooo bad and it burns whenever I pee.. please no mean comments ..I've beat myself up enough 😞