I think people are getting tired of me talking about my miscarriage, so i just thought I'd write on here. Yesterday I ovulated and I cant began to express how much I just want to get another positive. I just want to see those two lines... I want to surprise my SO with a cute onesie.... I want to have a huge pregnant belly....all the crazy hormones.... I want to hold my baby at the end of those 40 weeks and just thank our angel baby and god for blessing us with our rainbow. Im tired of seeing Aunt Flo every month and each time my heart breaks a little more. I just want to be a mother... sorry I'm just so sad today...