Decisions decisions

Savannah

My bf and I haven't been together very long (not even half a year) but we've been through SO much together... we got sober together, have lived together, went through tons of hardship with family etc.. we are both very mature for our age (18) and we have been talking about taking a big step.. I had a pregnancy scare only to find out that we both actually want a baby together & with that my boyfriend wants to get engaged. We both swore I was pregnant I had 3 positive test but the one at the doctor was negative & so was the blood test, I would have thought I would be relieved but it actually hurt my heart.. I've been crying all day. I need some lady advice on this decision, I don't want to act impulsively. I need to know more than just the glamorous side of having a baby with the man you love. Help pls