Something about you gives me such joy, but every month as soon as you leave you cause such suffering. One day has past and I am constipated like almost every month, then my boobs will get sensitive as I prepare for AF, bloating will occur, the closer to my period the more false pregnancy symptoms will fill my head, and finally AF arrives filling my eyes with tears and I'll have a week of bleeding... After that we will start all over with about a week of leading up to you only for you to leave with the same pain and suffering. Every month I say if this ends with a child it will all be worth it, yet every month I come up empty handed. I feel all the symptoms of ovulation from correct cervical mucus, to everything my mother in law told me I wish I could unsee...Next step is opk and basal tempture if that doesn't work then I'll be off to the doctor's office