I'm 19 and still a virgin.

I've never even been kissed by a boy.

I masturbate and definitely satisfy myself but, I want to have those feelings and experiences with a guy.

Should I hookup with someone to experience those? I don't know what's best for me; if it's a risk worth taking. In my head I'm trying to place the idea that I could get pregnant or something else form having sex and maybe it really should be with someone special. Aghhhhh