period rant

so im on a mini vaca, visiting my family because we have a funeral (sad, i know). i got my period a week early (ive been super stressed the past few weeks) & it started at like 8 am this morning. i have to wear tight pants and a dress the next couple days. i also have to make speeches at said funeral in front of a ton of people. i hate the fact that I feel like im wearing a diaper even with thin pads. i love my period, but hate it so much. ughhhh rant over lol