Not a lesbian?!?

I want to ask a silly but actually a legit question. Do any of you look at women or stare at women because you're envious of them? Like for an example: I'll be anywhere the gym or the store and I'll see a woman who has a skinnier body than me. And I would want to stare, because of how envious I am of her body. But, of course, I don't really "stare" because of what other people might think.

So, do any of you ladies think that's normal or not? 😊