Why does my intimacy suck so bad? Where is it? Does it really suck this bad to be a stay at home mom breastfeeding for over a year and not have a relationship with your man? What the hell is going on? I'm not understanding! Is he thinking I'm worthless bc I am a working woman got pregnant, had a baby, and tried to do the best for her by being here, breastfeeding, staying at home, taking care of throngs here. I was unaware that you're like a slave to be shamed and look down on like your less. I can't even remember the last time we had sex. I know it was twice weithin this last month. I feel so depressed about this. Feel like shit. And don't even say "talk to him" bc I have several times. Every way. It doesn't matter. I had no idea that trying to to what's best for your child and family means you're a piece of shit! You're nothing. That's how I feel. I need some positivity in my life. Please god! I'm so use to handling working and taking care of my things myself. I feel like a slave in prison. Used when needed. Nothing. I feel like I'm the last person he cares about. I feel I should be the first. Women bust their asses taking care of children! Breastfeeding, no sleep, some working. Doesn't matter! We do ultimately everything! Why is that not appreciated? Where is the love? It's lost! Help me.