So I broke up with my bf the other day. Our relationship has been in slow decline to the point where I'm the only one putting in effort to spend time with each other, and trying to figure out where we went wrong with no help from him.

We've been in his cycle for like 5 years where he'll be the perfect bf for like 2-3 months and then everything just falls off until I break it off. Hell come back eventually saying he changed and grew up and knows what he wants and we do the same thing.

I've had enough and ended it and immediately he starts posting pics like the one I posted saying I gave up on him and I gave up on love like it's my fault. The "not supposed to" was his caption.

It makes me feel bad every time becasue I do love him but I deserve better and I can't keep going in this circle with him. 😪 I blocked him on all social media and my phone number but how do I stop feeling guilty and missing him though?