Some encouragement?

Hey guys so I've lost about 30-35 lbs in the last 6 months or so. I'm able to start wearing some of my clothes again but as this is happening I see flaws in everything.

I was abused by my dad, emotionally and verbally. He always called me names and even though it's been almost 10 years since I've seen him, the "fat girl" voice is still in my head. I've been to counseling but I still struggle with it.

So I put this outfit on, and I felt cute. Was proud that I could wear this shirt again because I'd only got to wear it once before. But then I start looking and thinking too much and I want to immediately run and hide in my baggy clothes and hoodies.

Losing this weight has been a long process, and I'm not done but I've kind of hit a plateau at the moment. It's making me depressed because no matter what I do the scale just won't budge.

I just got married and I'm starting to pick at all of my flaws even more 🙄

So I'm going to post this picture here. Can I get some love and words of wisdom and encouragement?