Totally undone

Jessica

I had a miscarriage about two weeks ago and ever since I have been completely undone. I have so many thoughts and feelings coursing through me. I feel betrayed by my own body, I feel guilty for wanting to have another baby, scared that it will happen all over again, anger from god taking my baby away, and grief from losing my little Addison. I think what makes it harder is that they could not find anything wrong other than Addison stopped growing at about 6 weeks. I know my husband is trying to be positive and supportive for me right now but he hasn't really shown much emotion to me since it happened. I know he's angry about it happening but that's all. I know we all grieve differently it's just hard and I feel a little disconnected from my husband.