Possible PPD?

Mikah

Hey ladies, obviously I'm going to go to my doctor to see what she thinks, but i wanted some of your opinions too. I feel like i may be suffering from postpartum depression, but I'm not sure. My symptoms aren't constant but they hit me hard when they do. I've been over the top emotional for about 3 weeks. i mean mood swings all day every day. i start off angry and end up weepy. my self image has been drastically poor lately, i hate certain parts about myself that can't be changed. i feel like I'm a bad mom even though i have nothing to back the thought up with, it's simply because the stress gets to me a lot. I haven't thought about harming my baby, but i have thought about harming myself (I'm currently recovering from self harming for 5 years) overall; i just feel like I'm drowning and there's no one there to save me