Y'all I'm with this boy right im 17 and he 20 and we've been together for two years and like we kinda told each other we loved each other the first year together and than that's when the cheating and the lies and breaking up and getting back together started to come and like we've been like for the past two years as it's so much drama with us but no matter what we always bounce back and lately we been talking about moving in together and getting married and having kids and like I really want that with him like he makes me so happy and hesthe first dude I ever told I loved well he's the only one I didn't really grow up with that in my house hold you know I ad an abusive pedophile father as an alcoholic depressed mom it was kinda me and my siblings fending for ourselves....so Sean was the only dude I ever opened up to about anything and we kinda just broke it off again but this time its really hitting me

Like I really need to move on and let go and worry about graduating since this my last year of high school and worry about getting into college but like ion know what to do he helped me

Through a lot and he just doesn't know it...it's hard for me to open up and look weak for a person so this is all getting to me like I just need help moving on I dont know how though