They tortured my poor baby at the doctor today! 😭

My daughter is almost 4 months old and went to the doctor Friday and had a virus that causes fever and Blisters on her throat. The virus causes ear infections. They said bring her back Monday if she had a fever still and wasn't feeling better. This time, she saw a different doctor. It was an old man. She was laying on the table kicking, smiling, and laughing at me, but when she saw his face, she instantly started crying. He was checking her ears but said he couldn't see her left one for the wax. He got a tool and started removing the wax while I held her arms down. Then he said he still couldn't see and had two nurses come in to clean them with water. He came back and said he still couldn't see. The nurses both said they could but he said "I'm a perfectionist, I want to get every piece out." Then he did the water again. Then he dug in them with the tool again. She was crying for a solid 30 minutes while they did this to her. A terrible, high-pitched, awful cry. Then they poked her toe and took blood. They only thing that got her to stop crying was a bottle. I felt absolutely so awful. She cried so hard for so long. She Went to sleep after and she's been smiling at me, but I feel so bad. Please tell me she doesn't remember all that. 😭😭😭 She will never see the old man doctor again! Ever! The first guy was good with her! Ugh. My heart is broken.