Self-conscious🤔😓😫

I never really got male attention and it was always my friends that got picked to be the girlfriends and I've always been the rebound or the one jus to flirt and it has always been a knock to my ego or made me think that I will never get a dude to like or even love me. Ik Im only 17 but It's really starting to get to me. Im getting really lonely and jus want a guy to want to stay up with me or call me beautiful even wen I'm lookin a hot mess. So I posted this to get you guys opinion. Also a confidence boost.