HELP ME!!!!

I don't know what to do and will try anything!! I shave and have been shaving for a long time, I am a 17 year old girl and am repulsed with my pubic area!! I've tried exfoliating before and after shaving, tried using a brand new razor, tries soaking in hot water before shaving, tried going against and with the grain, nothing works. No matter what kind of underwear I use nothing helps. I get the same results if I go commando for a whole day, wear cotton panties or wear problematic lace panties, nothing changes!! Is there something wrong with my skin?? I haven't even shaved recently at all and this is what it still looks like!