First pregnancy miscarriage

Hello all!

My husband & I have been TTC for a little over 5 years. We are constantly being asked by our close family members when we will be having real kids (we have 2 fur babies) of our own.

We are very eager to have them, & are so ready to have them!!!

Just 2 days ago I ended my first miscarriage from my first ever pregnancy..

how did you ladies cope with it?

To be honest with you all; I'm struggling.

My husband loves every inch of my soul & body but now I'm in such an ugly state of mind where I feel like he can't be attracted to me if I can't even house & protect our baby.

I can't sleep at night knowing we finally had our chance to be 1st time parents & it's gone. The moment we've been waiting years for came & gone in just a matter of days..

is this a normal "grievance" ? Or what do you all think?

It's definitely given us hope that we are able to get pregnant without assistance, but I'm just so devastated that it's still not our time ..

we aren't very religious but we & my MIL pray that we are blessed with a little one, & I hope our prayers are answered soon once again.