After bills, groceries, and all necessities, do you ever treat yourself?

I can never think of anything to buy. I actually feel bad spending money on myself so I buy things for my baby.

My husband has no issue buying himself things/spending money.

What should I do for myself? I need this. My baby is 7 months old and I haven't done anything for myself even before she got here.

I have enough makeup I'm satisfied with, clothes shopping makes me sad, I have only gotten my nails done once and I really hated it (I don't like being touched). I can't think of anything.

I'm depressed. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and all that and I know material things don't bring joy but I think I need this.

What do you recommend?

(Lifestyle question)