So my fiancé and I had sex with a condom this past Sunday, but the condom broke. We're at a point where it's okay if I get pregnant again, although we'd really like to not have another child for another year or two. I'd be over the moon if I am pregnant except for one thing; our future SIL is currently pregnant with twins. The last time I was pregnant, it was a few months after his (other) SIL got pregnant. So I've never been "special," as ridiculous as that may seem. And SO only wants two kids, so if I am pregnant, this will very likely be our last, and I don't want to be pregnant at the same time as another SIL. Is that awful of me? I want us each to have our special times. I felt guilty my last pregnancy because of being pregnant at the same time as my SIL. UGH.