dear anonymous

I wish I could make myself believe that it was never my fault for the reason this is unhealthy I wish I could say bye and leave and never come back from saying that I'm an idiot to telling me that you are tired of hearing my voice it hurts so much these past 4 years have been a wild ride but most of it was you yelling at me and calling me names and hurting me (emotionally not physically) I've been told so many times that I'm pathetic for dating you my family has said that if we were to get married they will be the people to stand up and say no you didn't treat me right until the end of May 2017 started because you were afraid you were going to lose me but here I still am mentally and emotionally broken because this is an emotionally abusive relationship and I have no suppory support