pump and dump.... so depressing!

Rachel
My lo is almost 10 months! We have been lucky to be very successful at breastfeeding! I had my first backpacking trip for work last week I was only gone one night but couldn't bring a cooler. I pumped and dumped over 40oz.... it was the saddest thing to watch it soak up into the dirt.... I didn't think it would be that emotional but here I am 4 days later still upset about it...