So first guy I ever fell for wayyy back in 7th grade (10 years ago) started hanging out with me and we've been doing this like friends with benefits thing. We say I love you and he'll stay over at my place for like multiple days at a time. Basically his mom died super early into our relationship and he's healing and just can't do a relationship right now, but I know if he weren't in the same circumstances we would actually be official.

Anyways, last night he stayed over before he had to leave town for a week and I fell asleep on his lap and woke up in excruciating pain in my kidneys. He got me pain meds and water and just like pet my head for three hours while I slept and took such amazing care of me. Then when we actually went to sleep in bed he just had his arms around me the rest of the night. Every time I think about it I start crying because I've never had someone take care of me like that. I don't even think I've really had a bond with anyone like I do with him. I love this guy so much 😭😭😭