Can anyone help me? I've been ttc for a while and nothing seems to be working. I don't know how to deal with my emotions when there are other people in my family who are having babies and they really don't even appreciate or care for the ones they currently have. I'm starting to feel like I'm just not good enough to have a child of my own. Tbh I'm starting to hate myself. I've been so depressed and crying almost everyday. I dont know how to handle this. Has anyone ever been in my shoes? I feel like I'm so alone and I dont want my family to know i feel this way so I fake my emotions and bury them deep down inside but the moment I'm alone I break down.....