Getting divorce

I gave him so many chances. Im still waiting for him to just try for us or even fir our baby, but he has no interest he ignores me when i tslk about anything. Im hurt. I tried so hard to make this work. Im heart broken and i dont know how long its going to be before i recover. Im crying and eating ice cream and chocolate but its not filling my broken heart. We had been together for 8 years now.