Orgasming? Never!

I'm so frustrated. I was never able to cum, not even once in my entire life. I've used dildos, vibrators, the shower head, an electric toothbrush, whatever. You name it. I don't even enjoy clitoral stimulation that much, it makes me scream and all that but I'd much rather have something in my vagina than eating me out. And vaginal stimulation doesn't make me cum either although it feels 100 times better than clitoral stimulation to me.

I'm just annoyed. I think because of that I'm not into sex that much. I won't refuse some penis cause it does feel good and all that but afterwards is just meh couldn't care less if I didn't have sex ever again 😒