So i found out I was pregnant just after thanksgiving last year. And miscarried shortly after that on Christmas. I thought i was ok. i thought it happens. it wasn't my fault. But last night i was reading through everyone's posts about what they are going through. some happy some really sad. And i realized that if i hadn't lost the baby she/ he would be a month old. And i broke down. Just sat in the corner at work and cried. what did i do wrong. it was my first pregnancy at 27 years old. i feel like I've already missed my chance to have kids. And if i do get pregnant again I'll miscarry. i know i shouldn't blame myself. But i feel like i failed.