Maybe I'm just some sort of terrible person but I am very sad that we found out it's a boy. I was ready for a girl. I remember what it was like growing up and I thought I'd pass down all my experience. I have no idea what to do with a boy. And I know I'll probably figure it out.

I feel like I'm not leaving anything behind when I'm gone now, just a mini version of my husband which is great for him he's so excited.