conflicted, waiting for AF

I had a blighted ovum in May after one month TTC our second child. Weve since begun trying again, but I know my husband and I just didn't bring our "A" game this month. He got a promotion at work and has been super stressed.. Then on the day I was due to ovulate I was sick with a fever and chills, and felt better (so conveniently) after my fertile window ended... Now I'm due either today or tomorrow for AF and my mind is playing tricks on me as I sit here nauseated and sleepy. I just want to get this week over with and hopefully be more successful next month. I feel that there's another person announcing their pregnancy every week. #venting